Am I Kidding Myself ?

Totally.. And it is plain stupid.. What am I thinking ? No way I’m gonna mess things up again.. I must take control.. But.. I just want to scream right now.. Scream out loud.. 🙁
Well, I’m so tired.. I hope I can think clearly tomorrow. For me now.. Everything is quite hazy.. I need to go home now. Soo tired..
I need to breath… I need to think.. I need to sleep..