If.. I had the power to turn back time.. maybe I will use that power. Something..something.. keep bothering me. And yes my consciousness keep telling me to LET IT GO.. But somehow I can not do it. I feel something missing.. And yes I can not undo it. It happens. I must embrace it and be grateful of it.

How can I feel this empty spot ? How can I make sure that it will not bother me again ? This is the problem if we against human nature. Things happened and without any story as the background. I feel not alive enough to live it.

Gosh.. never imagine I will trash something like this to this blog. Well, I guess I still have an old side of me..