I know.. I know.. I can not complain.. What I’ve been through it’s not the worst.. I must experience it.. Try to handle it the best that I can.. And make sure, that you are strong enough to deal with it.. I always said, If I can pass it and then it will make me stronger and better person.. Huff.. it’s only the beginning.. Worst not yet to come..

Anyway.. talk about my recent expectation.. Hmm.. I feel very confuse.. I don’t even know, how I really felt right now… Is it the real deal ? All I can say that.. For this time, and for this moment.. Just let me have my own happy ending.. Give me a chance to choose my own choice.. And, please.. for this once.. I want to feel that way.. For real..