Stupid things I said..

Just so stupid.. I don’t know what I was thinking.. All I know that I really messed up.. big time.. And I don’t know whether I have that kinda of chance like that.. Oh God, why I can not be honest.. To myself especially.. Why I always freak out in a very wrong time.. Aarrgghhh.. just stupid.. It was plainly stupid… Please..please..please.. Give me just another chance.. And I promise, I will say the right thing..