Sonnet 104 : To me, fair friend, you never can be old

To me, fair friend, you never can be old,
For as you were when first your eye I eyed,
Such seems your beauty still.
Three winters cold Have from the forests shook three summers’ pride,
Three beauteous springs to yellow autumn turned In process of the seasons have I seen,
Three April perfumes in three hot Junes burned,
Since first I saw you fresh which yet are green.
Ah yet doth beauty like a dial hand,
Steal from his figure, and no pace perceived.
So your sweet hue, which methinks still doth stand,
Hath motion, and mine eye may be deceived.
For fear of which, hear this,
thou age unbred: Ere you were born was beauty’s summer dead.


William Shakespeare


I can not find the answer..
It’s more complicated that I imagined before..
Yes stranger, it’s you I think..
I barely know you, yet I feel like have knowing you for all of my life..
It’s funny how you always makes me laugh..
It’s also weird, how you make me comfortable even in a very strange ways..
I always enjoy being around you..
Yet, I cast you away from my heart since in the beginning I know you..
I feel you like brother..
But I know you are more than brother to me..
It’s hard to end relationship with the one before..
But to gain courage to start all over, I don’t have any strength..
I know you understand, but do you really know what you want ?
I am confused, but please don’t be like me..
You must make decision..
Yet I am terrified waiting for your decision..
I am selfish..
Yes I know that..
But how can I explain the tears that falling from my eyes ?
Thinking that you’re going to leave me..
It’s killing me just to think about it..
I don’t know how to end this..
Maybe this is it..
You will always be stranger to me..
But I’ll always wish I met you in different life..
In different situation..
You’re like my half..
I feel that…
I wish for your happiness..
Because you are the kindest person I’ve ever known in my life..
Cheers for you..

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Silent for a moment
And I wish I could see the light
Take me higher, I beg you
Just take my hand and I will be stronger…

Don’t leave me in this cold moment
Where this madness is slowly killing my soul
I must go, I can’t stay
Just say the word and I will go..

Heartbearer I see in the corner
Waiting for rain to pour the earth
Tick tock, and the clock is still ticking
Oh just save my soul and I will adore you..

But even stranger can see that It’s over
And somehow I wish not to see
I trapped in this hollow dream
Just leave me and never look back

I wish what I wish
I get what I get
Am I happy with that ?
Just talk to me and I will know the truth..

It will over in every second the world turns
And yet, I will keep hoping this dream will never end
I will be vulnerable yet miserable
But just stay with me and I will fight for you…