Category: Single Life

Am I Kidding Myself ?

Totally.. And it is plain stupid.. What am I thinking ? No way I’m gonna mess things up again.. I must take control.. But.. I just want to scream right now.. Scream out loud.. 🙁
Well, I’m so tired.. I hope I can think clearly tomorrow. For me now.. Everything is quite hazy.. I need to go home now. Soo tired..
I need to breath… I need to think.. I need to sleep..

Besok..

Aku balik ke Jakarta.. Yeay.. Kangen sahur di rumah.. Kangen puasa di Jakarta.. Kangen tarawih di Jakarta.. Kangen mama papa.. Kangen adekku.. Kangen temen-temen.. Kangen masakan padang (loh ?).. Kangen kucing2xku.. Kangen kamarku.. Kangen duta suara sabang.. Kangen telpon2xan ga jelas sama si Jenong.. Kangen ngobrol sama Meti.. Kangen nyela si Michel.. Kangen semuanya deh..

I want to enjoy next week. Kata Arie I’m complaining too much. Ok babe,I agree, I also felt that. Jadinya gw mau nikmatin aja semua yang ada sekarang. As I told you before.. Eventough all of this things. I’m soo grateful.. 🙂 Mudah-mudahan semuanya lancar-lancar aja yaaa.. Amieen..
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In the corner of my room..

I just feel very tired.. I just received the news that I will go to the State next week. What ? Next Week ? Am I kidding myself ? Unfortunately.. I’m not kidding.. Well, my boss definitely serious for sending me to US next week.

I finally can set up an interview for US visa next Wednesday. Huff.. I feel like I lost my breath and I lost myself. Two days ago I just got back from Vienna. And then, the next day I went straight to Manila. I thought I can rest in here. But nope, unfortunately I can not rest in the next 7 days. I must prepare myself for the US visa interview. Only 4 days in Manila and I’ll go back to Jakarta. And if I got the visa, I will go to US on October 14.
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Ich bin ein Berliner..

Hiks.. ga berasa udah hari terakhir aja di Berlin..:( Padahal gw udah mulai betah.. Mauuu dong tinggal disini. Gw bener-bener suka disini. Berlin ternyata jauh dari ekspektasi gw. Gw pikir gw disini bakal bosan, ternyata banyak banget yang bisa dilakuin disini. This city kinda remind me of Paris, tapi tentunya Berlin punya ciri tersendiri..

Cuman 6 hari tinggal di Berlin udah bikin gw kaya orang lokal aja. Kaya kemaren kan gw separo hari jalan sendirian. Setengah hari jalan ke Reichstag, Postdamer Platz sama liat pameran lukisan Rembrandt di Kulturforum sama Mama. Terus siangnya, aku jalan ke Zoo sendirian sama bistu ke Staatsoper nonton Cinderella Ballet. Selama jalan itu, gw udah 2 kali ditanyain jalan sama turis lainnya. Dipikirnya gw kuliah disini. Hahahaha.. 😉 Muka gw meyakinkan kali ya, berasa yang tau jalan di Berlin.. hihihihihi.. 😉
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..accidentally..

Berlin, 26 September 2006
Fasanenstrasse 22, Restaurant’s Balcony..

It’s 6:11 in the evening, and the weather is nice. I just checking my email, while enjoying a cup of cafe latte.. I really enjoy every moment I spent in this wonderful city. I love watching people here, watching people doing their activities while I’m only spectator for them. Just can not realize that, I’m on this position now. Not doing my usual activities.. 🙂
Hmm.. what’s new from me ? I met this cute German guy today. Hehehe, accidentally.. 🙂 He’s already late going to work, and when he tried catching the train he’s accidentally bump into me. Well, I stand in front of train’s door. And when he tried to enter the train, he’s accidentally bump into me and then he (accidentally) spilled his coffee in my jeans.. 🙁 Not a very good start for me really.. But it turn nice btw.. He said sorry in Germany.. Which, the language that I don’t understand.. 🙁 I said to him that I can not understand Germany, and I don’t understand what he tried to say to me. And then he tried to speak English to me. Thank God.. 🙂
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