That is how I feel lately about this thing. And yes, somehow I repeatedly said to myself that eventough I still can not see it from my own eyes, maybe Allah said that this is the best path I should take for greater good.
Honestly, I feel uncertain. About everything regarding this thing. And it just made everything worse with people reaction. Some people are really nice by saying encouraging things and positive things (I love those people). Some people are just an ****** to say the thing I don’t want to hear (mostly negative things) and give me that certain look that makes me want to poke their eyeballs.
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