Why ? When everything seems doing so well for me. Oh, at least from most people see from me. Dunno, I start loosing focus. I’m not comfortable, even to myself.
I think I need my great escape. Just for refreshing myself from all the things that is surrounding me lately. It’s even hard for me to write down what is that really bothers me lately. Arrgh.. Honestly, that’s frustrated me.. I really need to chill off. Laid back. And maybe hang out with new crowd..
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Selamat Pagi Jakarta ku !!
Hihi.. ceria amat ya pagi ini.. 😉 Ga deng.. Gw selalu ingin menyapa kota Jakarta setiap pagi, apalagi kalau melihat Jakarta dari lantai 17 Menara Sjafrudin. Pemandangannya ngademin banget. Ngeliat monas dan hijaunya taman yang ada di sekitar monas. Spectacular view..
Ga berasa ya gw udah 22 tahun tinggal dan hidup di Jakarta Pusat. Yaps, gw dengan bangga bilang, iya, gw emang anak Pusat !! 😀 Ngeliat pemandangan Jakarta dari sini bener2x ngingetin masa2x kecil gw. Jamannya masi ada Taman Ria di Monas, masi ada Jakarta fair di Monas, jamannya gw sekolah di Santa Ursula, jamannya mesti pulang jalan kaki setiap tanggal 17 Agustus karena jalanan depan istana selalu di tutup… Hahaha.. 🙂 Lots good old memories.. Terus kalo liat ke gedung sebelah (indosat). Jadi inget masa-masa kerja praktek disana sama Memed. Jaman-jamannya ngeliat BI dari kantin Indosat, dan berangan-angan kapan ya gw bisa kerja di BI. Gila yaa.. Alhamdulillah banget, apa yang pernah gw harapin bisa terwujud. Subhanallah banget. Emang bener.. Kalo kita bermimpi jangan pernah takut untuk bermimpi tinggi.. Karena loe ga bakal tau apa yang akan terjadi di hidup loe.. 😀
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Fading Out..
I feel like fading out these days. Even in the crowd, when everybody talking non stop, I feel like I can not hear anything they said. It felt silent all over. I was afraid that I’ve got problem with my hearing ability. I checked with the doctor. And he said, I’m fine, maybe because I got so many things in my mind. Or in other word, I’m stressed out.
Oh well, maybe I’ve got so many things on my mind right now. And I talked with my best friend about this. I told him that I feel like in the crossroad. Everything is look grey for me. It’s kinda blur about what’s good and what’s bad. Things I must avoid. And many other stuff like that on my mind.
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When people talk things behind us…
Like I give a damn.. They can say anything what they want.. Maybe because they are jealous I guess. They know nothing !! And it is nothing that they talked about..
Paling ga enak..
Kalo ga ada kerjaan.. Trus bengong bengong ga jelas gitu.. Hueee.. Ngapain dong ya. Ayo doong, kasi gw kerjaan napa ? Bosan abiiissshhh… Baca SOP ? Udah hatam.. Baca Indikator Ekonomi ? Udah hapal.. Apalagi doong… Masa segini ajaa… Garing niii.. Krik..krik..krik.. (bunyi jangkrik)..
Bikin laporan ? Blom tau isinya apa.. Gimana dooongg…
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