Hmm.. untuk hal yang ini, gw emang sering melakukan hal yang bodoh berulang. Kadang gw emang gampang percaya sama apa yang orang janjiin ke gw. Padahal mereka sebenarnya ga segitunya terhadap apa yang mereka janjiin ke gw.
Ekspektasi yang tinggi terkadang bikin gw gampang kecewa. Apalagi kalo gak kesampaian, ataupun kalo kesampaian, haha.. jauh dari ekspektasi gw.
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Totally.. And it is plain stupid.. What am I thinking ? No way I’m gonna mess things up again.. I must take control.. But.. I just want to scream right now.. Scream out loud.. 🙁
Well, I’m so tired.. I hope I can think clearly tomorrow. For me now.. Everything is quite hazy.. I need to go home now. Soo tired..
I need to breath… I need to think.. I need to sleep..
It took only 10 minutes to make me realize that somehow my past is still haunted me. I still got that feeling… Funny feeling that I use to feel when I talked to him is still around. And it suprised me in a very odd way. I thought I already move on. Or maybe I did move one, but the feeling always stay the same. I think time will not erase that. It will change into memory. I don’t want to bury that memory maybe. Maybe I still want to keep it…
BANGEEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gila..Gila..Gila… Parah gw nervous banget.. Dan sekarang di otak gw kaya me-rewind terus-terusan kejadian tadi siang. Huufff… semoga gw bisa melewatinya dengan tenang.. Amien..
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Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient (definitely not like me); the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity (suit me better hehehe..:P). Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to “Be open to truth, from whatever source it comes,” and are prepared to learn from everyone (agree..:D, eventough the truth is hurt).
Both types are humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality (ahahaha..:P). They are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express themselves with reason, moderation and sometimes, a dry humor (eh ?).
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