Betapa hancur rasanya ini badan, tenggorokan rasanya nyeri susah buat nelan and badan kaya berasa ngawang-ngawang. Setelah 2 hari begadang.. Komat kamit ngapalin segala macem materi itu.. Hueee.. akhirnya selesai sudah. Capeeekkk… Tapi besok masi masuk. Huu.. pdhl badanku sudah capek banget. Pengaruh kafein, tidur telat, telat makan dan stress.. Hehehehehe.. 😉 Tapi gw malah pengen maen-maen besok. Jalan-jalan kek kemanaaa gitu. Nongkrong, nga nge ngong ga jelas. Pokoknya besok mesti ga jelas. Mesti spontan !! Ga boleh ada plan kemana-mana..

Yeee.. katanya mau sakit. Iya sih.. Cuman pengen jalan-jalan juga. Butek banget nih gww.. Hixx.. Somehow.. gw kangen travelling… Duuuhh.. kapan ya gw bisa jalan-jalan lagii… Nabuuunggg… Pokoknya tahun depan mesti take off lagi gw.. Huehuehue.. Amieenn..
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Once upon a time, one of my friend told me that I’m making my standard of life way too high. She said it’s not good for me and of course she also said it is not good also to people around me. She told me that, maybe people seem to look ok with the way I run my life. But if I continue to do like that, it will bother people around me.

Ok, the first time I heard she said that. I was a little bit furious. I mean, after all people I knew, I should not hear that from her. Because I tought she knew me well. I was upset. But, I really put her words into my thought. And I consider it as a very good advice for me. I know I was upset but I listen to it. And I start to think how to change the way I run my life.
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Have u ever feel like u don’t belong anywhere ? Where you think that everything is going so well but you’re missing something.. Well, I do feel like that right now. And the worst part is.. You just feel so lost. Even in the crowd.. I feel so alone..

I admit that I’m truly a loner. I love being alone and watching people and just practically enjoying myself and enjoying who I am.. But something is different now. I think I must change something in my life. It’s time for to re-arrange my life. Try something new. Change my social calendar.. (like I had one.. hahahaha.. ;D) Well, at least I try to make something different in my life.. :).
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Segitu gampangnya orang ngelupain janji yang udah di buat… Sebenernya gw ga terlalu masalah ya soal beginian. Cuman entah kenapa ko untuk yang satu ini bikin gw bete banget. Ga nyangka aja, temen gw yang satu itu bisa ga mudeng kalo gw BETE banget sebenernya di gituin sama dia. Ya sih, gw ga bilang kalo gw ga suka digituin sama dia. Tapi emang semuanya mesti pake kata-kata. Ga bisa berasa apa kalo secara verbal gw sudah bete abis sama dia.. Dan masa, bisa playing dumb segitunya sih… :(( Apa itu ya karena itu ya dia emang jadi susah mudeng untuk hal yang lain.. Tapi udah.. Semuanya udah lewat.. Gw udah ga kesel dan udah ga bete lagi aja. Cuman gw nulis ini cuman pengen buat ngingetin kalo gw ga suka sebenernya kalo di gituin. Maybe I’ll speak up more of next time someone do that to me again..

Anyway.. hari ini gw akhirnya nonton Teater Pelacur dan Presiden. Tadinya udah hampir ga dateng. Secara yaa.. (sudahlah yaa Dide.. ga usah di bahas lagi kali ya..) Oh well, teater nya bagus. Sedih sih sebenernya ceritanya. Cuman isi ceritanya itu JUJUR.. Walaupun banyak adegan2x atau percakapan2x yang mengundang tawa. Tapi kalo liat makna dibalik percakapannya, gilee mau ketawa juga ketawa ironis kali ya.. Tapi overall gw setuju akan apa yang coba di sampaikan pada pertunjukan teater itu. Hmm.. next question.. Kalo kita memang tau kondisi negara kita seperti, apa yang bisa kita lakukan untuk merubah itu ? Dan bukannya gw mencoba sok nasionalis atau gimana. Cuman hal itulah yang sering gw tanyakan dalam hati gw belakangan ini..
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